I am listening now to David Crowder's "Only You" and It has me thinking of the Intimacy and overflowing joy and love that God Brings. So powerful so intimate so exact and so real. I never thought I could ever feel this way about anyone let alone someone that I cannot see. I can feel him and many times I see him in others. God is so profound in his love and I do adore him. Can we adore him all the time? I do believe we can in living in his presence we can live in perfect harmony with him giving us not perfection in our live but steadiness in our attitude and emotion eventually allowing our situations to get better with time and direction in God. There are times I want to write him a letter but as I pray at the end of my bed I picture a pen writing the very words all filled with love, sometimes tears and other times adoment authority in him.
I can only look at the humanity that is me. I am not perfect but like all I have things that I would like God to deal with but the operative is help. I want God to help me. God gave me a revelation. Pride comes in this world when a man rises above his leader or teacher and pulls himself out of the direction, accountability and precense of that leader. In Christ a christian's pride can easily come when he believes he can achieve living in the image of Jesus Christ without the Help, precense, direction or accountability of Jesus himself. The world says they can be good without God. God says there is None who does good..not one. The Bible says God is Good and God is Love. One cannot achieve being Good or true love without God himself. This is a fact driven by the bible and can be seen by simply observing the world around you. As an intellectual who played in coffee shops for quite sometime I realized that intellectual's did not have an open mind they simply had an openly selective one. When they began to question themselves and the books they read where is there to Go? When all of the ideals of humanity and it's view of love, understanding, joy and freedom have been twarted. Gods will be the only one that stands. I know this becasue the God I serve has proved it every time in my own life. The testimony of Christ is that his ideals of what this world was or will ever be will be the only ones left standing. Look the world around you look carefully, study and see that yes God is in all things. He is even in you. But since God is not a rude and forceful God you can Choose to have him live in you or not. Th Trees we see on vactions, mountain tops covered by Cloud. The birds that fly in almost perfect formation all created by the God that this world cannot or will not see as being the living creation of Gods. It must pain God daily that so many do not see.
If they see cannot they not lay it down. It is so much worth it. In all my 27 years of living on this earth yesterday being my birthday I am so appreciative of the Life I have been given. I respect the lives of others knowing they like I have been created in the same way. To achive perfect christanity I believe to be impossible. But I believe they way we percieve perfect christianity in many cases or at least the world is based on laws and regualtions, commandments. Is this how a christian is judged? No..It is not. God's freedom he has given is that we would be made aware of the place from which we have fallen and to have perfect faith that he can change what some might think to be unchangable. A sinful life. A hard to break habit or bondage. He has come to release all so that All we can ever know is that we had nothing to do with it. That the pain that once laid on our shoulders is no longer there. The death that we endured our entire lives brought us life when we found him and we were no longer dead. Alive with joy, alive with him, his authoritive power to bring all to their knees. My breath is just a breath a short time to live. A short time to speak read or write. A short time I have. What will I do in short life how can I burn my time. I I burn my time will I burn later for it. I must be fruitful I know this. To be fruitful in him is not to try and be fruitful in him but to deiberatly allow God to be fruitful in mine so that Others would see that Glory that he brings into the hearts and lives of others. his live is perfect and unfailing. How many can say that about their own relationships and even if you can how long can you say that is will continue to be unfailing and perfect. He is the author and the finisher. Should we not be the same. Should we not use the very Book he wrote so that our lives might reflect who God is? I am crying now as I write this. Becasue God has been so graceful in my life. I have fouled things up many time. Many times I have lost it. I thought I had it but in looking back I lost the love the joy the understanding the power that God gie those whom he loves. One cannot believe the lies of the enemy (of this world) is they do they surely will loose the battle of life. Life is not one by the largest screamer, pouter, crier. It won by the one who prays the most, reads and speaks to the one who has the power to overcome all of the things of this world. We cannot fight this battle on our own. Our parents and friends can only go so far. God can go the whole way and will always be there by our side. Speak to him tonight. Cry to him and see that though you might think you are talking to air. Have faith that you are not and the living precense of God will come down. know and Believe that God is the author and the finisher of you life that he is the soul reason why you live and why you breath that his love, temperance is far better than our own will ever been. There is a law of this world as there is a law of gravity and we are accountable to that very law and one we recognize that Jesus died for us and Yes we all know he loves us but that he also guides us and also gives us the breath that we breath either in clean or dirty air God did not say well since you do not know me I choose not to give you breath. He gave all breath so that All might live. He gave all minds so that all of those might think and reason and know by the world around him that Jesus Christ is the Lord and Savior of All.
For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities–his eternal power and divine nature–have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.
The Purpose of This Site
Once this site was just for me. It was a personal blog, journal or diary of my journey with the Lord. However one day reading it I found that this could also be a real testimony to the world. Evangelism is my heart. Jesus is my life. This is my real account of my Christian walk and revelation that I share with you. In all things take them to scripture. I do not claim to be an expert though I study, research and seek the truth daily. My purpose it to stir your heart towards the Heavenly Father so you can pursue your own Journey with the lord through his word and in spirit.