Tearing down the Walls that Christ Built.

As I am in my office now typing this. Seldom do I do this I am coming under another God breathed revelation. We Christians have torn down the fortified walls of faith, grace, love and authority. We by our tearing down of faithful men with vision into a place where there is no revelation of truth rather Ego of what we think God should be saying so much so that we twist the words that come from our very own pastors.

Sadly to say the heart of this is deep. Every denomination none in particular to focus on has found themselves into this place. It is equal and not privy to a taste or region of any kind. The critics in the Christian world have created so much division in the church the the strength even of the most of weak in faith yet professing is halting quickly without there being any further revelation for the men of the world have disheartened them.

In other words Christians are breaking down the walls that God has built or is building in his fortified church called the Body. Each destroying one another by word, deed and ill intent.

How many Muslim, Hindu, etc do you see see debating their faith and each other. Very few. It is a very sad thing to see what has happened. I believe in my own heart I have been brought to this place of despair for this. Sadly enough writing something as this only perpetuates such an issue and even looking into some of my writings I have actually added to this issue. This I do not go blinded to in anyway but there are always some casualties in wars worth fighting. Some issues needs to be handled even if they do cause a bit of discomfort. Hell is one of them but that is another Blog.

Blindly we chop away at each other in no desire to assist but to tear and prod. Not even the most destructive of Sibling Rivalry equates to what we sometimes do to our own brothers and sisters.

My prayer is for me primarily that I would no longer do this or play "devils advocate" in the desire to point out the errors in the infrastructure of the Body of Christ. This is not a place to be. What we must do instead of pointing out where it is errored. Is to Praise what is not. Edify each other is what is good, and pray before God the things you might see need improvement or a not in Gods will. There is no need to chop up the body before the feast at a Round table. The Lord knows all things. He knows our hearts and the battles we have fought and have won. There are no winners or Losers in Gods Kingdom Just Soldiers to Fight a Battle in unity.

This Blessing I Call A Life

I am writing sometimes without thinking
like some times talking without knowing just indeed what
will come from this mouth you have blessed me with.
I pray that you Christ will stay with me in this Torrent
that is built to sustain yet stretch who I am. It reveals who I
was and also how much you have changed me.

This blessing I call a life. Is far more purposeful then simply seeing
and doing but also being. Being a part of something far grander than the worlds
battle of he said she said. Far more impacting then the car I drive. The home I live in or the band I do or do not like. I have come to great realization that we spend far too much time worring about things that have no inital impact but are more deliberate and personally acceptable distraction from what we need to achieve.

The Love of a family is erroded by what could have been instead of what is being done. A Marriage the same. Many time relationship befall the same great sadness.
What I could have done. What I could have said or what I could have been if I had not married him or her. Friendships partake in the same dismal truth. Many times though in the confusion of our fleshly selfs we forget the GLory that is hidden in those lost and dark times. The Pearl that hides within the crevacives of our thoughts, dreams and emotions. Something far grander.

I think about the destruction of my life that the past has placed the prints of that are fading slowly. All on choices made that put me into a position of pain. I remember clearly the choices. But I also know that the results of those choices have not always been horrible. I have a wonderfl, beautiful daughter that has shown me love in such a way that cannot be explained without filling this site. This love is love from God because he is GREAT, awsome and powerful.