I am writing sometimes without thinking
like some times talking without knowing just indeed what
will come from this mouth you have blessed me with.
I pray that you Christ will stay with me in this Torrent
that is built to sustain yet stretch who I am. It reveals who I
was and also how much you have changed me.
This blessing I call a life. Is far more purposeful then simply seeing
and doing but also being. Being a part of something far grander than the worlds
battle of he said she said. Far more impacting then the car I drive. The home I live in or the band I do or do not like. I have come to great realization that we spend far too much time worring about things that have no inital impact but are more deliberate and personally acceptable distraction from what we need to achieve.
The Love of a family is erroded by what could have been instead of what is being done. A Marriage the same. Many time relationship befall the same great sadness.
What I could have done. What I could have said or what I could have been if I had not married him or her. Friendships partake in the same dismal truth. Many times though in the confusion of our fleshly selfs we forget the GLory that is hidden in those lost and dark times. The Pearl that hides within the crevacives of our thoughts, dreams and emotions. Something far grander.
I think about the destruction of my life that the past has placed the prints of that are fading slowly. All on choices made that put me into a position of pain. I remember clearly the choices. But I also know that the results of those choices have not always been horrible. I have a wonderfl, beautiful daughter that has shown me love in such a way that cannot be explained without filling this site. This love is love from God because he is GREAT, awsome and powerful.
The Purpose of This Site
Once this site was just for me. It was a personal blog, journal or diary of my journey with the Lord. However one day reading it I found that this could also be a real testimony to the world. Evangelism is my heart. Jesus is my life. This is my real account of my Christian walk and revelation that I share with you. In all things take them to scripture. I do not claim to be an expert though I study, research and seek the truth daily. My purpose it to stir your heart towards the Heavenly Father so you can pursue your own Journey with the lord through his word and in spirit.