Someone

Recently quite recently and consistently I have seen
that God might have someone for me?
I thought I found the one I loved long ago. I knew
I thought I knew but was lost in a shadow.
I lost a lot. I lost a confidence of who I was.
A lost a direction and I think I might have at one time lost my cause.

I lost a lot. Have I mentioned that.
But realizing that God made me whole
never a part left out. I stand up and shout.
Is there someone there for me?! Is there?!

Now that I have not or will not ever find my purpose in another person.
Now that I have lived a life, full of lies, deceit and treason.
Some attacked on me and other learn t by me.
I have realized one important thing, I do not need. I want
someone in my life once again. I will not depend on them for God is now
that shoulder to lean on.

On this journey it is Lonely.. Not lonely in the sense of not having
anyone. My Father is heaven is always there. But something you can share.
God knew this..is this fair. That one should have such a blessed life but
no one there?

Someone to share the love of God the Journey I am embarking on. Someone to
drink from the well that I drink from. Someone to transform, be
transformed and to become.

That perfect someone.
Is there someone there for me?