The Purpose of This Site

Once this site was just for me. It was a personal blog, journal or diary of my journey with the Lord. However one day reading it I found that this could also be a real testimony to the world. Evangelism is my heart. Jesus is my life. This is my real account of my Christian walk and revelation that I share with you. In all things take them to scripture. I do not claim to be an expert though I study, research and seek the truth daily. My purpose it to stir your heart towards the Heavenly Father so you can pursue your own Journey with the lord through his word and in spirit.

Thursday, April 23, 2009


I have for so many reasons been recently set outside of myself. I have had to relearn my trust in God. I really don't understand why. I believe it is the process of my faith. My walk has not taken a turn but went through some very uncharted territory. I have doubted and even been in place where I have lost at times my childish faith.

I could take on this idea of nothing ever touches me because of my God and now I can see that from where I am looking but the fact is I am human and my flesh gets afraid and sometimes doubts and sometimes even looses touch with God. The reality of these shows me the Love that God has for his children. I am his child. i fall out of place. I loose my step.. I want to be just like my father. My father is so awesome. I look at myself and realize how far I must come.

I have in this trial been tested in my faith and even in my worship more importantly I believe that my test in my relationship with my father both in heaven and on earth has also been tested. I was overtaken by emotions and forgot just how important my father in heaven is. I was distracted by the things going on around me. I forgot the awesome papa I have. I desire to be just like him and like any son or daughter I want to be just like my father.

Why is it I forget when things get to such a point? Can I be a leader like this? God please help me.